It's just a dream

There's something in my chest... It's painfull... hard to express... hard to contain...
I'm burnning in this pain... it's pushing me to death... I'm dying inside this body... all I am... All I was... and I'm simply waiting for it to comes... I don't know what to do anymore... I think I can do nothing more...
I've done everything... I gave my heart... my soul... my tears and blood... I gave me, and everything I am... but it looks like it was not enough... I was not enough...
I've tried everything... I've tried to make the world turn in other way... I've tried to reach the top and take you with me... I've tried to dive to the bottom of this dark and troubled sea to rescue from there... I've tried to paint the world in yellow, but you still see it in blue... I've tried to raise everything new... flowers on sand... lights on darkness... music on silence... kisses on shouts... love on fear... hope on uncertaninty... I've tried, I've tried, I've tried... but all the built walls fell down with selfish winds...
I have this whisper telling me something that I can no longer understand... I'm no longer able to see things like they are... I´m no longer able to see the world like it is... I'm no longer able to know you... to feel you... to want you... because you have taken all from me... You took everything with you... and gone away...
This dream I have... this dream I had... become ashes in the wind... flying from my hands... taking away my hope... my strength... my soul...
Don't mind... It's just a dream...